just wait for da summary of da year on 1st jan 2010~!!!
see ya~!!! welcome 2011~!!!!
p/s: da last post of da year...
pendek jer.. ahhaha..
my 20th post~
yeah..
atleast taun ni ade 20 post~!!!
byk dah tu for an amateur like me..
luv u bloggy~!!
muuahhhhh~!!!
I hate myself for losing you - Kelly Clarkson
I woke up today
Woke up wide awake
In an empty bed
Staring at an empty room
I have myself to blame
For the state I'm in today
And now dying
Doesn't seem so cruel
And oh, I don't know what to say
And I don't know anyway
Anymore
I hate myself for losing you
I'm seeing it all so clear
I hate myself for losing you
What do you do when you look in the mirror
And staring at you is why he's not here?
You got what you deserved
Hope you're happy now
'Cause everytime I think of her with you
It's killing me
Inside, and
Now I dread each day
Knowing that I can't be saved
From the loneliness
Of living without you
And, oh
I don't know what to do
Not sure that I'll pull through
I wish you knew
I hate myself for losing you
I'm seeing it all so clear
I hate myself for losing you
What do you do when you look in the mirror
And staring at you is why he's not here?
I hate myself for losing you
And oh, I don't know what to do
Not sure that I'll pull through
I wish you knew
And oh, I don't know what to say
And I don't know anyway
Anymore
No, no
I hate myself for losing you
(I'm seeing it all so clear)
I'm seeing it all so clear
I hate myself for losing you
What do you do when you look in the mirror
And staring at you is why he's not here?
What do you say when everything you said
Is the reason why he left you in the end?
How do you cry when every tear you shed
Won't ever bring him back again?
I hate myself for loving you
i hate myself for losing u~
cuz it's my fault dat u walkaway~
it's my fault dat u wanna forget me...
it's my fault dat u wanna hinder me from entering ur life~
it's my fault dat u left me...
it's my fault dat u hate me~
it's all my fault...
it's my mistakes when i chose to luv u...
it's my mistakes when i chose to be with u...
it's my mistakes when i chose to cherish evryting bout u...
it's my mistakes when i chose to sacrifice myself for u~
but nver in my life, even a second, i regret it~!!!
i'll nver regret da moment we both had~
i'll nver forget da moment we both had~
i'll nver hate da moment we both had~
cuz its da moment of my life~!!!
even though it kinda suck,
but it's da sweetest memory eva~
being with u..
talking with u...
joking with u..
playing with u..
running with u...
been in da rain with u...
going down hills with u..
eating with u...
drinking with u...
muvi with u....
shower with u...
sleeping with u...
cocomomo with u...
n all da thing with u...
is always da sweetest memories eva~
i luv u..
i dunt wanna lose u~!!!
u,syaheyz shizyntoz shamz, will u marry me??? i wanna marry myself so dat luv wont hurt me~!!!! ahahhaahahahahha~
You used to call me your angel
Said I was sent straight down from heaven
You'd hold me close in your arms
I loved the way you felt so strong
I never wanted you to leave
I wanted you to stay here holding me
I miss you
I miss your smile
And I still shed a tear
Every once in a while
And even though it's different now
You're still here somehow
My heart won't let you go
And I need you to know
I miss you, sha la la la la
I miss you
You used to call me your dreamer
And now I'm living out my dream
Oh how I wish you could see
Everything that's happening for me
I'm thinking back on the past
It's true that time is flying by too fast
I miss you
I miss your smile
And I still shed a tear
Every once in a while
And even though it's different now
You're still here somehow
My heart won't let you go
And I need you to know
I miss you, sha la la la la
I miss you
I know you're in a better place, yeah
But I wish that I could see your face, oh
I know you're where you need to be
Even though it's not here with me
I miss you
I miss your smile
And I still shed a tear
Every once in a while
And even though it's different now
You're still here somehow
My heart won't let you go
And I need you to know
I miss you, sha la la la la
I miss you~!!!!
wOw....
da best from sNsD..... [ wahh.... aku borink smpai x tau nk watpe... ]
so update jer bloggy ni wif dis tings...
kinda nonsense rite??
tpi ske ati ah~ aahahahahaha~
aku ske~ shukeerr2.... mood gedix~
lame jer menyepikn..
focus stdy lor.. [ focus la sngt kn?? ]
back to da topic~ sNsD~
SNSD Hoot lyrics
[Taeyeon]
Nun kkambbak hal sai neon tto Check it Out~! Jina ganeun yeojadeul geuman jom bwa [Tiffany]
Anin cheok motdeureun cheok, gashi bakhin kouseum, isanghae da da da
[Sunny]
Jogeum man naege chinjeol hamyeon eottae, mu ttukttuk han maltu neomu apa nan [Yoona]
Ireon ge iksok haejyeo, ganeun geon jeongmal shilheo, soksanghae da da da
Dogi bae in ni mare na, sangcheo ibgodo dashi jundu beonjjae Chance Neon yeokshi Trouble! Trouble! Trouble! ttaereul noryeosseo Neoneun Shoot! Shoot! Shoot! naneun hoot! hoot! hoot!
[Seohyun] Mulsoge seo tteuryeo myeon gara antge [Hyoyeon] Naega maldeun Circle neoneun gak jige [Sooyoung] Mudji anheun mare daedabman tto hae [Jessica & Yuri] Geuraedo nan neocheoreom hwasareun an sseulge
its all happened last nyte... 21.10.2010... wahhhh~!!! [T-T]
result ~ result ~ result evryone was talking bout dat as it was "da world most famous topic" at dat tyme i was like "duhh.. it just a result.. x kisah pown~" ahahhahaha~
cuz aku tau mmng result aku "gempak a.k.a haprak" x payah tggu result kuar pown dh tau... cuz by my final, all i've done was Hangout~Fun~movieS~!!!! stdy last minute jerk, smpai la panic giler tyme nk exam.. but aku still cool~ rite guys?? am i cool?? hahahaha~!!!!
btw, thnx to aCap, HaiKal, abg DalF n Jime cuz dah buat aku enjoy tyme2 aku nk exam tu... ahhahahahah~ rumate aku pown same... "membantu" la sngtkn... ooppsss.... sowy tersalahkn kowg lak..
back to da topic... aku check result by 12am... "x gabra pown" tpi portal uia tu siyesly sengal~ i've been trying like a thousand tymes still x leh... by lam 1am kowt bru bley..
RESULT~!!! finally~ OMGee~!!! SHoCKeD~!!! so BaD~!!! DamN BAD~!! F***ing BaD~!!!
never in my life~!!! ...... ............. .... ........... ................. ..... [ just fill in da blank ] mcm2 kuar dri mulut aku... ahakz~
paperpown i deserve it... my result mmng teruk thap dewa pown nk wat cmner.. all i've done for da whole sem was enjoying myself stdy x fokus tdow byk maen2 jer [ mood : insaf jap ]
[T-T] menyesal~ insaf2.... [ insafkah aku?? ] next sem x wat dah~...... [ yer ker??? ] hahahahahaha~
after dat result, trus DOWN n msuk blik... rimas aku ngn membe2 yg duk asyik nk bzy body ngn result aku.... weekkkkk~ kowng sengal.. tau x aku tgh moody~ n silent was da things dat came out of my mouth~
aku dah giler~ mengamik ~ mengamak ~ mengamuk bOoMMM~!!! n then "aaarrrrggggghhhhh~!!!!"
OMG~!!! perfume aku..... terberai jadi arwah kat atas lantai.. [ tye ni bru la nk panic ] dngn bilik yg tunggng langgang akibat amukan si shizyntoz ni... tetibe harum plak~ i lost my perfume~!!! bru jer beli... xde la mhal, tpi really luv da smell~!! ahahahaha...
mlm tu tdow ngn bau perfume penuh satu blik kinda enjoying it but still, i got a nitemare dat nyte mimpi tgk owg mati beramai2... jatuh dri langit, creepy gler.. ade yg pecah pale n so on.. pandai2 la kowg imagine... aku bgun ngh peluh satu bdan.. abes basah my bed.. ahahah.. tpi mimpi tu lawak pown ade... ahahhahaha~ freaking weird dats all la... nk g menginsafkn diri... Daa~
btw, aku dh gtau my parents... n i noe dey all got frustrated.. but, diowg still x mrah aku.. n being nice to me.. cuz diowg tau aku moody da whole day.. thanx to my luvly mummy n dad~ aku ok dh kowt.. tpi still ade sumting bad yg aku nk plan pasni.. ahahahah~ just wait n see either dat plan bley menjadi ke x~
p/s : miss ateen.. sowwy for not answering ur call... stress sngt la~ skunk dah ok doe.. call e~!!! im waiting.. ahakZ~!!!
