Thursday, December 23, 2010

i hate myself for losing u~

      
난 당신 잃고 자신을 증오 ~!!!!


  

I hate myself for losing you - Kelly Clarkson

I woke up today
Woke up wide awake
In an empty bed
Staring at an empty room
I have myself to blame
For the state I'm in today
And now dying
Doesn't seem so cruel
And oh, I don't know what to say
And I don't know anyway
Anymore

I hate myself for losing you

I'm seeing it all so clear
I hate myself for losing you
What do you do when you look in the mirror
And staring at you is why he's not here?

You got what you deserved

Hope you're happy now
'Cause everytime I think of her with you
It's killing me
Inside, and
Now I dread each day
Knowing that I can't be saved
From the loneliness
Of living without you
And, oh
I don't know what to do
Not sure that I'll pull through
I wish you knew

I hate myself for losing you

I'm seeing it all so clear
I hate myself for losing you
What do you do when you look in the mirror
And staring at you is why he's not here?

I hate myself for losing you

And oh, I don't know what to do
Not sure that I'll pull through
I wish you knew
And oh, I don't know what to say
And I don't know anyway
Anymore
No, no

I hate myself for losing you

(I'm seeing it all so clear)
I'm seeing it all so clear
I hate myself for losing you
What do you do when you look in the mirror
And staring at you is why he's not here?
What do you say when everything you said
Is the reason why he left you in the end?
How do you cry when every tear you shed
Won't ever bring him back again?
I hate myself for loving you



i hate myself for losing u~
cuz it's my fault dat u walkaway~
it's my fault dat u wanna forget me...
it's my fault dat u wanna hinder me from entering ur life~
it's my fault dat u left me...
it's my fault dat u hate me~
it's all my fault...
  
it's my mistakes when i chose to luv u...
it's my mistakes when i chose to be with u...
it's my mistakes when i chose to cherish evryting bout u...
it's my mistakes when i chose to sacrifice myself for u~
but nver in my life, even a second, i regret it~!!!
  

i'll nver regret da moment we both had~
i'll nver forget da moment we both had~
i'll nver hate da moment we both had~
cuz its da moment of my life~!!!
 
even though it kinda suck,
but it's da sweetest memory eva~
being with u..
talking with u...
joking with u..
playing with u..
running with u...
been in da rain with u...
going down hills with u..
eating with u...
drinking with u...
muvi with u....
shower with u...
sleeping with u...
cocomomo with u...
n all da thing with u...
is always da sweetest memories eva~
  
i luv u..
i dunt wanna lose u~!!!
   

u, syaheyz shizyntoz shamz, will u marry me???
i wanna marry myself so dat luv wont hurt me~!!!! 
ahahhaahahahahha~


    

Sunday, December 19, 2010

crying without tears~

   
내가 너무나 당신을 사랑 ~!!!!




Hey kamoo~
aku syng ko tau..
aku still x caye sal ni...
klau dh takdir ko nk pergi meninggalkn aku....
aku redha..
tpi aku still x leh terima...
kenangan kita dlu2 n sekarang agak bermakna utk aku...
semoga Allah merahmati ko..
n memakbulkn semua doa ko..
aku mendoakn kesejahteraan dan keselamatan ko~
semoga operation ko berjya bro..
aku sentiasa syng ko~
ko yg terbaek bro...
[T-T]
ko best buddy aku...
ko abg aku..
or should i call kekasih gelap aku...
ahahahah~
myb owg dengar plek but I LUV U~!!!

p/s: no scandalic2 statement here..

Wednesday, December 8, 2010

i miss u ~xOxo~

    
난 당신과 내가 미안해 싶었어 ~!!!!


KiddOo..
im sowy..
my mistake...
i shouldnt let u go...
i should've search for u at dat tyme..
oMgee...
wat ive done..
pity u dear...
im sowy~
i just miss u so much baby~!!!!

dis one is for u~!!!


i miss you - miley cyrus

Sha la la la la
Sha la la la la

You used to call me your angel

Said I was sent straight down from heaven
You'd hold me close in your arms

I loved the way you felt so strong

I never wanted you to leave
I wanted you to stay here holding me

I miss you

I miss your smile
And I still shed a tear
Every once in a while
And even though it's different now
You're still here somehow
My heart won't let you go
And I need you to know
I miss you, sha la la la la
I miss you

You used to call me your dreamer

And now I'm living out my dream
Oh how I wish you could see
Everything that's happening for me
I'm thinking back on the past
It's true that time is flying by too fast

I miss you

I miss your smile
And I still shed a tear
Every once in a while
And even though it's different now
You're still here somehow
My heart won't let you go
And I need you to know
I miss you, sha la la la la
I miss you

I know you're in a better place, yeah

But I wish that I could see your face, oh
I know you're where you need to be
Even though it's not here with me

I miss you

I miss your smile
And I still shed a tear
Every once in a while
And even though it's different now
You're still here somehow
My heart won't let you go
And I need you to know
I miss you, sha la la la la
I miss you~!!!!

kiddOo...
kiddii...
shiro...
michie....

my beloved mice~!!!
cayunk kowg..
slah aku x reti jge kowg..
sowy sngt2..
may god bless u guys~!!!
muuahhhhh~
[T-T ]


p/s : 
gambar kowg sumer x clear..
tu la.. sape suh buas sngt..
nk amik gmbr pown susah..
paperpown~
kowg tetap comey..
nntkn kiddoo jr. n kiddi jr.~!!!
ahahahhaha....

키두~!!!!
i luv u...
 

Thursday, November 18, 2010

부엉 - HOoT

 
Hoot~
난 소녀 시대를 사랑 ~!!!!




wOw....
da best from sNsD.....
[ wahh.... aku borink smpai x tau nk watpe... ]
so update jer bloggy ni wif dis tings...
kinda nonsense rite??
tpi ske ati ah~
aahahahahaha~
aku ske~
shukeerr2....
mood gedix~
lame jer menyepikn..
focus stdy lor..
[ focus la sngt kn?? ]

back to da topic~
sNsD~




SNSD
Hoot lyrics


[Taeyeon] 
Nun kkambbak hal sai neon tto Check it Out~! 
Jina ganeun yeojadeul geuman jom bwa
[Tiffany] 
Anin cheok motdeureun cheok, gashi bakhin kouseum, isanghae da da da

[Sunny] 
Jogeum man naege chinjeol hamyeon eottae, mu ttukttuk han maltu neomu apa nan
[Yoona]
Ireon ge iksok haejyeo, ganeun geon jeongmal shilheo, soksanghae da da da

[Seohyun] 
Eodil chyeoda bwa, nan yeogi itneunde

[All] 
Neottae mune nae maeum eun, gabot ibgo ijen naega matseo julge
Ni hwasareun Trouble! Trouble! Trouble! nareul no ryeosseo
Neoneun Shoot! Shoot! Shoot! naneun hoot! hoot! hoot! 

Dogi bae in ni mare na, sangcheo ibgodo dashi jundu beonjjae Chance
Neon yeokshi Trouble! Trouble! Trouble! ttaereul noryeosseo
Neoneun Shoot! Shoot! Shoot! naneun hoot! hoot! hoot! 

[Jessica] 
Dareun yeoja ye hamjeonge puk bbajyeot dani?
Byeonmyeong kkeut! neon ajikdo jeongshin mot charigo itji
[Yuri] 
Geu taedoro joheun, yeoja mot mannal geoda, yeongwonhi neon. neon. neon

[Sooyoung] 
Chakgak mara neon, kyupideu ga anya (Tae : neo malya)

[All] 
Neottae mune nae maeum eun, gabot ibgo ijen naega matseo julge
Ni hwasareun Trouble! Trouble! Trouble! nareul no ryeosseo
Neoneun Shoot! Shoot! Shoot! naneun hoot! hoot! hoot! 

Dogi bae in ni mare na, sangcheo ibgodo dashi jundu beonjjae Chance
Neon yeokshi Trouble! Trouble! Trouble! ttaereul noryeosseo
Neoneun Shoot! Shoot! Shoot! naneun hoot! hoot! hoot! 

[Seohyun] Mulsoge seo tteuryeo myeon gara antge
[Hyoyeon] Naega maldeun Circle neoneun gak jige
[Sooyoung] Mudji anheun mare daedabman tto hae
[Jessica & Yuri] Geuraedo nan neocheoreom hwasareun an sseulge

[All] 
Neottae mune nae maeum eun, gabot ibgo ijen naega matseo julge
Ni hwasareun Trouble! Trouble! Trouble! nareul no ryeosseo
Neoneun Shoot! Shoot! Shoot! naneun hoot! hoot! hoot! 

Dogi bae in ni mare na, sangcheo ibgodo dashi jundu beonjjae Chance
Neon yeokshi Trouble! Trouble! Trouble! ttaereul noryeosseo
Neoneun Shoot! Shoot! Shoot! naneun hoot! hoot! hoot!























my LuV~

SoOYouNG
SuNNy
JeSsiCa
TiFfaNy
TaeYeoN
YuRi
HyoYeoN
SeOHyuN
YoOna

중독~!!!!

Friday, October 22, 2010

ReSuLT n PeRFuME



내가 좌절 있어요


its all happened last nyte...
21.10.2010...
wahhhh~!!!
[T-T]


result ~ result ~ result
evryone was talking bout dat 
as it was "da world most famous topic" at dat tyme
i was like "duhh.. it just a result.. x kisah pown~"
ahahhahaha~


cuz aku tau mmng result aku "gempak a.k.a haprak"
x payah tggu result kuar pown dh tau...
cuz by my final, all i've done was Hangout~Fun~movieS~!!!!
stdy last minute jerk, smpai la panic giler tyme nk exam..
but aku still cool~
rite guys?? am i cool??
hahahaha~!!!!


btw, thnx to aCap, HaiKal, abg DalF n Jime
cuz dah buat aku enjoy tyme2 aku nk exam tu...
ahhahahahah~
rumate aku pown same...
"membantu" la sngtkn...
ooppsss.... sowy tersalahkn kowg lak..


back to da topic...
aku check result by 12am...
"x gabra pown"
tpi portal uia tu siyesly sengal~
i've been trying like a thousand tymes
still x leh...
by lam 1am kowt bru bley..


RESULT~!!!
finally~
OMGee~!!!
SHoCKeD~!!!
so BaD~!!!
DamN BAD~!!
F***ing BaD~!!!


never in my life~!!!
......
.............
....
...........
.................
.....
[ just fill in da blank ]
mcm2 kuar dri mulut aku...
ahakz~


paperpown i deserve it...
my result mmng teruk thap dewa pown
nk wat cmner..
all i've done for da whole sem was enjoying myself
stdy x fokus
tdow byk
maen2 jer
[ mood : insaf jap ]


[T-T]
menyesal~
insaf2.... [ insafkah aku?? ]
next sem x wat dah~...... [ yer ker??? ]
hahahahahaha~


after dat result, trus DOWN n msuk blik...
rimas aku ngn membe2 yg duk asyik nk bzy body ngn result aku....
weekkkkk~
kowng sengal..
tau x aku tgh moody~
n silent was da things dat came out of my mouth~


aku dah giler~
mengamik ~ mengamak ~ mengamuk
bOoMMM~!!!
n then "aaarrrrggggghhhhh~!!!!"


OMG~!!!
perfume aku.....
terberai jadi arwah kat atas lantai.. [ tye ni bru la nk panic ]
dngn bilik yg tunggng langgang akibat amukan si shizyntoz ni...
tetibe harum plak~
i lost my perfume~!!!
bru jer beli...
xde la mhal, tpi really luv da smell~!!
ahahahaha...


mlm tu tdow ngn bau perfume penuh satu blik
kinda enjoying it
but still, i got a nitemare dat nyte
mimpi tgk owg mati beramai2...
jatuh dri langit, creepy gler..
ade yg pecah pale n so on..
pandai2 la kowg imagine...
aku bgun ngh peluh satu bdan..
abes basah my bed..
ahahah..
tpi mimpi tu lawak pown ade...
ahahhahaha~
freaking weird
dats all la...
nk g menginsafkn diri...
Daa~


btw, aku dh gtau my parents...
n i noe dey all got frustrated..
but, diowg still x mrah aku..
n being nice to me..
cuz diowg tau aku moody da whole day..
thanx to my luvly mummy n dad~
aku ok dh kowt..
tpi still ade sumting bad yg aku nk plan pasni..
ahahahah~
just wait n see either dat plan bley menjadi ke x~


p/s : miss ateen..
sowwy for not answering ur call...
stress sngt la~
skunk dah ok doe..
call e~!!!
im waiting.. ahakZ~!!!


chaow ~ GuDbye ~ anneyong ~ adios

Tuesday, October 12, 2010

TurN it uP

 
그것을 돌려 ~!!!!



Baby, its over, we both know, lets go forward. 
I love you, but in a different way, I love you, forever. 
Now that we've come to the end of a story-y and I know that it's gonna be hard for me. 
Might hurt some, might get too much, but I gotta let it be. 
As the world turns around and we go different places, new things, new dreams, new faces. 
Wanna shake up, when we break up, but we keep our memories. 

'coz I know you can't stay, so I won't be waiting, anticipating for the fall. 
We had our time, baby, so I won't be waiting, anticipating for the call. 
Turn it up, turn it up for the people that say "we're moving on and we'll be okay". 
Turn it up, turn it up for the people that say "we're moving on and we'll be okay". 

Baby, it's better, and I want you, to be happy. 
Sometimes people find that it's so hard just to say goodbye. 
it ain't easy the more and the more you try. 
So they'll be cheating, be decieving, but not me and my boy. 
We understand that we're friends and it just ain't working, no point in the constant fighting. 
So we'll be grown ups, for a minute, and admit that we're just not in it. 

I know you can't stay, so I won't be waiting, anticipating for the fall. 
We had our time, baby, so I won't be waiting, anticipating for the call. 
Turn it up, turn it up for the people that say "we're moving on and we'll be okay". 
Turn it up, turn it up for the people that say "we're moving on and we'll be okay". 
Turn it up, turn it up for the people that say "we're moving on and we'll be okay". 
Turn it up, turn it up for the people that say "we're moving on and we'll be okay". 

I might lose my mind for a while, but I'll be fine (fiiiine). 
Have you heard there's this thing that heals, and it's called time (tiiiime). 
Clock can tick away, happy will fall in place. 
and though, my heart will break, a new me will fill the space. 

I know you can't stay, so I won't be waiting, anticipating for the fall. 
We had our time, baby, so I won't be waiting, anticipating for the call. 
Turn it up, turn it up for the people that say "we're moving on and we'll be okay". 
Turn it up, turn it up for the people that say "we're moving on and we'll be okay". 
Turn it up, turn it up for the people that say "we're moving on and we'll be okay". 
Turn it up, turn it up for the people that say "we're moving on and we'll be okay".


really luv da lyrics so much~!!
bace leklok..
siyesly mendalam gile..
ulasan ku :

it's all bout a couple who used to luv each other n will alwayz be...
but they hav to learn to move on as sumting goes wrong..
but they dunt hate each other~!!

actually, when a relation is over, it is not really over but it change into a new kind of relation.
as a couple, we luv each other and as da relation changed, da luv will still be there but in a very different way.
da luv might be over.. so it gonna be a new things, new dreams n new faces but do keep da memories for da rest of our life~!!!

ahhahahah.... aku jiwang lak tyme2 cam ni... 
hiss... paperpown.. arap2 klau relation aku pown camni la..
xde la nk jdik perang dunia ke3 ker, ke4 ker... sume tu mengarut jerk....
spatut nyer klau dh couple tu, kita knal our partner more than others.. 
bile dh clash, bley plak jdi musuh..
x patut btol... manusia ni mmng pelik la...
yg tu aku tuju KHAS kt membe2 aku..
mmng x patot.. ahahhahaha....
so, contohi aku.. even dah clash kitowg still rapat..
even ag rapat dri dlu.. we can get to noe each other better, rite??
n ble clash ngn cara baek la bru best... kowt2 bley sambung blik kn..
ahahahaha....
ape kowt2... mmng dh sambung blik pown~!!
so, congratz me.. but it is still complicated..
dear, u hav to understand me..
otak aku x betol skit..
mmng complicated~!!! luv is sweet, but luving is bitter~!!
bgi aku la.. ahhahaha.. u hav to noe y lalink..
sumday u'll noe...
ahahahahahahahahaha~!!


2Ne1



누구에게도

dis one aku lukis special for 2NE1...
sebab aku OBSES ngn diowg.....
siyesly, diowg GEMPAK~!!!!


2ne1

cOlorFuL



화려한


ahahahhaha...
just like wat i promised last nyte...
another aRTworK from me....
hahahaha...
enjoy it~!!!


proudly present u dis :


AiNSYa
dis one is special to my sis~!!
she would like to use it for her facebook profile pix..
ahhahahahahaha....
she's gonna be a nurse~!!
weird for me...


sume yg kt bwah ni lak....

aku dedikasikn khas utk my frends...
kpda yg terpilih lah...
tetibe jerk smlm ade mood nk lukis kowg..
a
ahhahaha~!!!

presenting :


FaWWaZ NuR NaBiHa




aKMaL aFiQaH
KeRoL aHMaD
aZMiR MaLeK
dats all~!!


thnx...
nytoz~!!!