ReSuLT n PeRFuME

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its all happened last nyte...
21.10.2010...
wahhhh~!!!
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result ~ result ~ result
evryone was talking bout dat 
as it was "da world most famous topic" at dat tyme
i was like "duhh.. it just a result.. x kisah pown~"
ahahhahaha~


cuz aku tau mmng result aku "gempak a.k.a haprak"
x payah tggu result kuar pown dh tau...
cuz by my final, all i've done was Hangout~Fun~movieS~!!!!
stdy last minute jerk, smpai la panic giler tyme nk exam..
but aku still cool~
rite guys?? am i cool??
hahahaha~!!!!


btw, thnx to aCap, HaiKal, abg DalF n Jime
cuz dah buat aku enjoy tyme2 aku nk exam tu...
ahhahahahah~
rumate aku pown same...
"membantu" la sngtkn...
ooppsss.... sowy tersalahkn kowg lak..


back to da topic...
aku check result by 12am...
"x gabra pown"
tpi portal uia tu siyesly sengal~
i've been trying like a thousand tymes
still x leh...
by lam 1am kowt bru bley..


RESULT~!!!
finally~
OMGee~!!!
SHoCKeD~!!!
so BaD~!!!
DamN BAD~!!
F***ing BaD~!!!


never in my life~!!!
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mcm2 kuar dri mulut aku...
ahakz~


paperpown i deserve it...
my result mmng teruk thap dewa pown
nk wat cmner..
all i've done for da whole sem was enjoying myself
stdy x fokus
tdow byk
maen2 jer
[ mood : insaf jap ]


[T-T]
menyesal~
insaf2.... [ insafkah aku?? ]
next sem x wat dah~...... [ yer ker??? ]
hahahahahaha~


after dat result, trus DOWN n msuk blik...
rimas aku ngn membe2 yg duk asyik nk bzy body ngn result aku....
weekkkkk~
kowng sengal..
tau x aku tgh moody~
n silent was da things dat came out of my mouth~


aku dah giler~
mengamik ~ mengamak ~ mengamuk
bOoMMM~!!!
n then "aaarrrrggggghhhhh~!!!!"


OMG~!!!
perfume aku.....
terberai jadi arwah kat atas lantai.. [ tye ni bru la nk panic ]
dngn bilik yg tunggng langgang akibat amukan si shizyntoz ni...
tetibe harum plak~
i lost my perfume~!!!
bru jer beli...
xde la mhal, tpi really luv da smell~!!
ahahahaha...


mlm tu tdow ngn bau perfume penuh satu blik
kinda enjoying it
but still, i got a nitemare dat nyte
mimpi tgk owg mati beramai2...
jatuh dri langit, creepy gler..
ade yg pecah pale n so on..
pandai2 la kowg imagine...
aku bgun ngh peluh satu bdan..
abes basah my bed..
ahahah..
tpi mimpi tu lawak pown ade...
ahahhahaha~
freaking weird
dats all la...
nk g menginsafkn diri...
Daa~


btw, aku dh gtau my parents...
n i noe dey all got frustrated..
but, diowg still x mrah aku..
n being nice to me..
cuz diowg tau aku moody da whole day..
thanx to my luvly mummy n dad~
aku ok dh kowt..
tpi still ade sumting bad yg aku nk plan pasni..
ahahahah~
just wait n see either dat plan bley menjadi ke x~


p/s : miss ateen..
sowwy for not answering ur call...
stress sngt la~
skunk dah ok doe..
call e~!!!
im waiting.. ahakZ~!!!


chaow ~ GuDbye ~ anneyong ~ adios

TurN it uP

 
그것을 돌려 ~!!!!



Baby, its over, we both know, lets go forward. 
I love you, but in a different way, I love you, forever. 
Now that we've come to the end of a story-y and I know that it's gonna be hard for me. 
Might hurt some, might get too much, but I gotta let it be. 
As the world turns around and we go different places, new things, new dreams, new faces. 
Wanna shake up, when we break up, but we keep our memories. 

'coz I know you can't stay, so I won't be waiting, anticipating for the fall. 
We had our time, baby, so I won't be waiting, anticipating for the call. 
Turn it up, turn it up for the people that say "we're moving on and we'll be okay". 
Turn it up, turn it up for the people that say "we're moving on and we'll be okay". 

Baby, it's better, and I want you, to be happy. 
Sometimes people find that it's so hard just to say goodbye. 
it ain't easy the more and the more you try. 
So they'll be cheating, be decieving, but not me and my boy. 
We understand that we're friends and it just ain't working, no point in the constant fighting. 
So we'll be grown ups, for a minute, and admit that we're just not in it. 

I know you can't stay, so I won't be waiting, anticipating for the fall. 
We had our time, baby, so I won't be waiting, anticipating for the call. 
Turn it up, turn it up for the people that say "we're moving on and we'll be okay". 
Turn it up, turn it up for the people that say "we're moving on and we'll be okay". 
Turn it up, turn it up for the people that say "we're moving on and we'll be okay". 
Turn it up, turn it up for the people that say "we're moving on and we'll be okay". 

I might lose my mind for a while, but I'll be fine (fiiiine). 
Have you heard there's this thing that heals, and it's called time (tiiiime). 
Clock can tick away, happy will fall in place. 
and though, my heart will break, a new me will fill the space. 

I know you can't stay, so I won't be waiting, anticipating for the fall. 
We had our time, baby, so I won't be waiting, anticipating for the call. 
Turn it up, turn it up for the people that say "we're moving on and we'll be okay". 
Turn it up, turn it up for the people that say "we're moving on and we'll be okay". 
Turn it up, turn it up for the people that say "we're moving on and we'll be okay". 
Turn it up, turn it up for the people that say "we're moving on and we'll be okay".


really luv da lyrics so much~!!
bace leklok..
siyesly mendalam gile..
ulasan ku :

it's all bout a couple who used to luv each other n will alwayz be...

but they hav to learn to move on as sumting goes wrong..
but they dunt hate each other~!!

actually, when a relation is over, it is not really over but it change into a new kind of relation.

as a couple, we luv each other and as da relation changed, da luv will still be there but in a very different way.

da luv might be over.. so it gonna be a new things, new dreams n new faces but do keep da memories for da rest of our life~!!!

ahhahahah.... aku jiwang lak tyme2 cam ni... 

hiss... paperpown.. arap2 klau relation aku pown camni la..

xde la nk jdik perang dunia ke3 ker, ke4 ker... sume tu mengarut jerk....

spatut nyer klau dh couple tu, kita knal our partner more than others.. 

bile dh clash, bley plak jdi musuh..

x patut btol... manusia ni mmng pelik la...

yg tu aku tuju KHAS kt membe2 aku..

mmng x patot.. ahahhahaha....

so, contohi aku.. even dah clash kitowg still rapat..

even ag rapat dri dlu.. we can get to noe each other better, rite??

n ble clash ngn cara baek la bru best... kowt2 bley sambung blik kn..

ahahahaha....

ape kowt2... mmng dh sambung blik pown~!!

so, congratz me.. but it is still complicated..

dear, u hav to understand me..

otak aku x betol skit..

mmng complicated~!!! luv is sweet, but luving is bitter~!!

bgi aku la.. ahhahaha.. u hav to noe y lalink..

sumday u'll noe...

ahahahahahahahahaha~!!

2Ne1

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dis one aku lukis special for 2NE1...
sebab aku OBSES ngn diowg.....
siyesly, diowg GEMPAK~!!!!

2ne1

cOlorFuL

화려한


ahahahhaha...
just like wat i promised last nyte...
another aRTworK from me....
hahahaha...
enjoy it~!!!


proudly present u dis :

AiNSYa

dis one is special to my sis~!!
she would like to use it for her facebook profile pix..
ahhahahahahaha....
she's gonna be a nurse~!!
weird for me...

sume yg kt bwah ni lak....

aku dedikasikn khas utk my frends...
kpda yg terpilih lah...
tetibe jerk smlm ade mood nk lukis kowg..
aahhahaha~!!!

presenting :

FaWWaZ NuR NaBiHa

aKMaL aFiQaH

KeRoL aHMaD

aZMiR MaLeK

dats all~!!

thnx...

nytoz~!!!

10.10.10

내가 너무나 예술을 사랑 ~!!!!

10.10.10
in dis really rare date..
i would like to post dis~!!!

i luv art like hell~!!!!

should i say dat i was born to draw??
or i was meant to be a pharmacist???
which one??
dis r da biggest conflict of my life..

paperpown..
today~!!
10.10.10
aku dh creat 3 lukis pas dh bape blan x melukis..
yeah..
congratz me~!!!
ahahahahaha....


proudly present u :

sHizYnToz

DaLF BaHaRuDDiN

FaRieN DaMieN

ahhahaha~!!!

dats all...

wat for other pix tomorrow lor~!!!

ahhahaha....

mlm ni nk melukis ag~!!

yeahhh.....

It HurTs, siyesly~!!!

It Hurts - 2NE1

CL

Naega jun sinbareul singo keunyeowa gireul geolgo

Amureohji anhge keunyeowa kiseuhago

Naega jun hyangsu ppurigo keunyeoreul pume ango

Nawa haetdeon keu yaksuk ddo dasi hagetjyo

Minzy

Urin imi neujeotnabwayo

Uri sarang kketnan geongayo

Amu marirado jom naege haejwoyo oh oh oh

Uri jeongmal saranghaetjanha

Dwi dolrilsun eoptneun geongayo

Dara

Oneul bam namani apayo

Bom

Pyeonhaetni ne mamsoge

Ije nan deo isang eoptneun geoni

Nan neol neol saenggakhamyeon

Neomu apa apa apa

Minzy

Amugeotdo anirandeut

Nae neunmul barabogo

Taeyeonhage mareul ddo ieogago

CL

Aniran mal mothagetdago

Keu eoddeon miryeondo huhoedo jeonyeo eoptdago

Janinhage marhaetjyo

Bom

Urin imi neujeun geogayo

Uri sarang kkeutnan geongayo

Geojitmarirado jom anirago haejwoyo

Ijen deo jarhal su itneunde

Dasi mannal suneun eoptjiman

Dara

Oneul bam namani apayo

CL

Pyeonhaetni ne mamsoge

Ije nan deo isang eoptneun geoni

Nan neol neol saenggakhamyeon

Neomu apa apa apa

Minzy

Deo isang yejeonui nega aniya

CL

Naega saranghan neowa jigeume nega neomudo dalrasseo

Dara

Keujeo meonghani

Meoleojineun neol barabogoman seoseo eoreosseo

Bom

No way, I can't recognize

You're not mine anymore

Dara

Pyeonhaeya haetni? doraol sun eoptni?

Kkok pyeonhaeya haetni? dorawajul sun eoptni?

Pyeonhaeya haetni?doraol sun eoptni?

Wae pyeonhaeya hani? gyesok saranghal sun eopni?

Bom

Oh, kkeuchin geoni ne mamsoge

Ije nan deo isang eoptneun geoni

Nan neol neol saenggakhamyeon

Minzy

Neomu apa apa apa

Apa apa

CL

Apa apa

ENGLISH TRANSLATION

[CL] You wear the shoes I gave you and walk along the streets with her

As if it were nothing, you kiss her

You spray the cologne I gave you and embrace her

You’ll probably repeat those promises you made to me with her

[Minzy] It seems that we’re already too late

Has our love already ended

Please at least say anything to me

We truly loved each other, can’t turn back?

[Dara] I’m the only one hurting tonight

[Bom] Have you changed?

Am I no longer in your heart now?

When I, I think about you

It hurts, hurts, hurts so much

[Minzy] You look at my tears as if it were nothing

You continue to talk calmly again

[CL] You told me cruely that you couldn’t deny

That you had absolutely no attachments or regrets

[Bom] Are we already too late? Is our love over?

Even if it’s a lie, please tell me it isn’t so

I can do better now, though we can’t meet again

[Dara] I’m the only one in pain tonight

[CL] Have you changed?

Am I no longer in your heart now?

When I, I think about you

It hurts, hurts, hurts so much

[Minzy] You’re no longer your old self

[CL] Because the you I loved

And the you now are so different

[Dara] Are you that shocked?

I just stood and cried

Watching you become further away

[Bom] No way, I can’t recognize

You’re not mine anymore

[Dara] Did you have to change?

Can’t you come back?

Did you really have to change?

Can’t you come back?

Did you have to change?

Can’t you come back?

Why did you have to change?

Can’t you keep loving me?

[Bom] Oh, is this the end?

Am I no longer in your heart now?

When I, I think about you

[Minzy] It hurts, hurts, hurts so much

[Minzy] It hurts, it hurts

[CL] It hurts, it hurts

once again...
all those things really hurt me~!!
i just cant stand it..
its really killing me....
da only way of healing is forgetting..
but aku x mampu...
n klau aku mampu pown..
aku x nk...
cuz dat was da sweetest memory eva~!!
hahahahahah~!!!
i'm jerk....
i'm sux...
i'm annoying~!!!
it's over???
tell me....
pleaze...
u really want noting between us??
let me noe if u r reading dis~!!!!
ahahahhaahha~!!!!
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